I dont comment on your journals so dont expect u to comment on this really :/

sorry i find myself never putting enough into deviantart

I do get a lot back though its a constant source of inspiration even if i feel kinda lonely and affraid to put much on :S

I recently was very stupid i headed on a downward spiral - several things sent me into hospital and i shouldnt have been there i dont deserve to have been saved but im still alive and the road of self improvement restarts...

I aim to ACTUALY post once and a while (at least once every 2 weeks)
and COMMENT on everything I like (who knows maybe even a few journals sorry i hate reading and rarely write unless drawing isnt getting enough emotion out)

so yer heres to the future fellow deviantarterers
(if you can hear me)